This will be my last post for a bit.
I'm leaning the wrong way.
Let me explain . . .
A few weeks ago, while running never ending errands in preparation for the wedding, I repeatedly drove past a church sign. You know the ones? Black slide-in letters on a white background, changed every so often to display scripture or catchy phrases . . . or in some cases, just worn out, overused "churchy" sayings. Well the particular sign that I happened to make 15 or so trips past, displayed this little message: "You fall the way you lean."
This became food for thought that I would chew on each time I drove by. Yesterday God brought these six little words to mind again. This after I had tapped a couple of wrong keys on my computer which then left me "frozen" in an unwanted screen. I was anxious about the whole situation, about not being able to "do" or "check" anything online. Anxious in an unhealthy way. Anxious in a way that made me realize that I was leaning the wrong way . . . and about to fall. I've been leaning on the Internet, on blogging, on blog reading . . . and now on Facebook (ugh) in hopes to keep up with my Taylor. I'm not saying any of these things are bad, or unhealthy--if one has their priorities straight. Right now, I don't.
Jesus said, that the greatest commandment was this: "You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind and with all your strength."
ALL my heart, soul, mind and strength. All. I'm finding that I spend much to much of my day thinking about that next blog post or checking for comments. Or now-- on what my next Facebook status update should be, and not nearly enough time on the things that matter most. So, I needed to ask myself, "What is filling my mind? Where is my heart? Where am I exerting my strength?" I didn't like my answers.
I've been leaning the wrong way. If I'm going to fall, this would not be where I would want to land. It's time to turn around and lean on the Lord. After all, is there any place better to fall?
Two things I wanted to share before I take a break --
The bridal portraits that I took of my precious girl, the week before her wedding. (Brady assisted, and credit for the fourth and fifth pictures down go to him.)










And secondly, the very first picture I ever saw of our sweet Teddi girl. Exactly two years ago today, June 11th, 2007, God revealed the answer to my prayers!
My little flip calender for that day said this ~
"God makes a promise -- faith believes it, hope anticipates it, patience quietly awaits it."
Thank you Father that your promises are true. Thank you for my precious girls. Thank you for teaching me what it means to wait faithfully.
Thank you for the ever so gentle reminder to lean on You.
Blessings from my "still learning to lean the right way" nest ~
I'll be back.
Love,
Tina